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Poetry by Lori

Illusions

Where is the child...
who chases sweet dreams?
Where is the child...
who's slipping away?
She's clinging to hope...
drowning in tears.
Looking for love...
finding black dust.
She's feeling cold chills...
hearing the silence.
Living with lies...
drowning in fear.
She's reaching for love...
while crying in pain.
When will she find...
one person who cares?

Just open your heart...
hold out your arms.
Take her within...
help her forget.
Forget dark times...
all the cruel love.
Let her just have...
a night of deep sleep.
To dream in a place...
where hurt is locked out.
To sleep in a bed...
where pain is no more.
One wouldn't think...
this too much to ask.
But one doesn't know...
the secrets she holds.

Recipe For Fear

Ingredients:
1 small child
1 evil monster
1 dark corner
1 whole heart
2 cups darkness
1 lb. touches
1 cup pain
2 lbs. tears
2 tsp. hate
4 tsp. screams
3 tsps. loneliness
dash of frowns

Directions:
Mix together small child
plus evil monster
place in dark corner
beat until stiff
Crack open the heart
remove all hope
separate innocence
throw shell away
Slowly blend in
one cup pain
two cups darkness
two pounds tears
Set this aside
wait for a while
add two teaspoons hate
two teaspoons screams
Mix in touches
add loneliness
sift in frowns
stir until numb
Remove all trust
add remaining screams
Directions correctly followed
you will soon see
Fear was created
this kitchen of nightmares
a tormented child
a soul lost to all

Welcome to Her World

Daddy's girl
on dark nights
feels the love
of harsh hands
if this is love
then love is pain
lies are toys
she's daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so...

Night time falls
silence is golden
now tucked in
blankets of hurt
pillows of fear
kissed goodnight
not for long
she's daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so come to me...

She wonders why
he hurts her so
slowly she dies
silently she plays
games she hates
a daddy she loves
a daddy she hates
she's daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so
come to me
don't say a word...

Mornings light
still wide awake
afraid to move
afraid to leave
safety she found
within her mind
the price is high
to be daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so
come to me
don't say a word
no one will know...

Illusions

Where is the child...
who chases sweet dreams?
Where is the child...
who's slipping away?
She's clinging to hope...
drowning in tears.
Looking for love...
finding black dust.
She's feeling cold chills...
hearing the silence.
Living with lies...
drowning in fear.
She's reaching for love...
while crying in pain.
When will she find...
one person who cares?

Just open your heart...
hold out your arms.
Take her within...
help her forget.
Forget dark times...
all the cruel love.
Let her just have...
a night of deep sleep.
To dream in a place...
where hurt is locked out.
To sleep in a bed...
where pain is no more.
One wouldn't think...
this too much to ask.
But one doesn't know...
the secrets she holds.

Recipe For Fear

Ingredients:
1 small child
1 evil monster
1 dark corner
1 whole heart
2 cups darkness
1 lb. touches
1 cup pain
2 lbs. tears
2 tsp. hate
4 tsp. screams
3 tsps. loneliness
dash of frowns

Directions:
Mix together small child
plus evil monster
place in dark corner
beat until stiff
Crack open the heart
remove all hope
separate innocence
throw shell away
Slowly blend in
one cup pain
two cups darkness
two pounds tears
Set this aside
wait for a while
add two teaspoons hate
two teaspoons screams
Mix in touches
add loneliness
sift in frowns
stir until numb
Remove all trust
add remaining screams
Directions correctly followed
you will soon see
Fear was created
this kitchen of nightmares
a tormented child
a soul lost to all

Welcome to Her World

Daddy's girl
on dark nights
feels the love
of harsh hands
if this is love
then love is pain
lies are toys
she's daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so...

Night time falls
silence is golden
now tucked in
blankets of hurt
pillows of fear
kissed goodnight
not for long
she's daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so come to me...

She wonders why
he hurts her so
slowly she dies
silently she plays
games she hates
a daddy she loves
a daddy she hates
she's daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so
come to me
don't say a word...

Mornings light
still wide awake
afraid to move
afraid to leave
safety she found
within her mind
the price is high
to be daddy's girl
...My sweet little girl
I love you so
come to me
don't say a word
no one will know...

 

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