Elsa
DECEMBER
I am reaching out towards silence
made out of ebony
And I am climbing the tower
where my dreams rest
I have taken no offense
But I am still bathing in my shadow
uncomplete to myself
and forever forgiving the past
There is a deep line there
a deep blue line
crossing the red forest
of my heart
We were two souls walking
along on a strange journey
a dream made of missed appointments
and full of the rhythm of the earth
I still remember you
I still remember you I still resent you
There is a lapse of time
in everything that I do
There is a lack of love
in everybody that I meet
You were an acquaintance of mine
just someone out of an outer world
I shall send you a regret
a bracelet born from mud and blood
I shall come to you
when you are asleep at midday
and wide awake at midnight
I shall follow you up
there and be
the urgency of your desire
the doubt in your smile
I am nowhere
I am no one
I am a rock in your past
and the fairy tale with no ending
You are the cliff in my mind
a throbbing heart outside
my darkest fears
I am the realm in the middle of
the melting sky
And you are the same
an oblivion
I could not overcome
a prayer of hunger
a curse of sorrow
You are the master
And I am enslaved to the sand
under your feet
Thou shall leave
live and come
here stands this knowing
That's the beginning of all
That's the beginning of whole
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